canon in d major

2008-01-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

target setting for commontest 1

eng - B3

math - A?

chem - B3

phy - B3/A2

art - A?

chi - C6

geog - B3/A2

ss - B3

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top five class position

ok so, whats new is my class is teh new bomb that bombed your house. my class totally pwn-ed some class today during ICC la. and then again, i really still hate how the school plans now. like 'upper sec on the first two floors' and all that recess cleaning stuff. now the photo taking thing has made me even more angry, they are making us take class photos right after mass run, wtf? this is so not trendy. im suppose to design something for total defence day competition thingy, but now i have totally no inspiration. gah!

2008-01-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

so angry, lethagic.

all the hate in me, i cant get rid off.

it has just gotten worst.

dxmn.

2008-01-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

m i x e d f e e l i n g s

i dont know why i feel that way.

so much hatred, happiness, sadness, irritance.

etc.

2008-01-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

2008-01-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

[x]Gotten detention.
[x]Gotten your phone taken away
[x]Gotten suspended.
[ ]Got caught chewing gum.
Total: 3

[x] Been late to a class more than 10 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class.
Total: 4

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total: 4

[ ]Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x]Went on myspace, friendster, xanga,etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3during class.
Total:4

[x] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code
[x] Failed a class test
[x] Ate food during class.
Total: 4

[x] Gotten a call from home while in school.
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total: 5

[x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind there back
[x] Copied homework
[ ] Felt hungry during class and left to eat
Total: 3

Grand total: 23
Times your grand total by 3.
Grand grand grand total: 23 x 3 = 69

At least i passed ? >< and passing is a bad thing. cos i did alot of that during sec two la, 07 was the worst year man, im going off.

2008-01-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

wah really cant stand some people recently and made myself really angry.
budden arh sometimes very happy, but then very fast become angry again.
just fed up, what is it with people and empty promises?
and i just feel so happy sometimes cos even though i dont tell them my problems,
its just so happy that they are there (:
really want to do something, but dont want them to be disapointed in me.
budden, whats the point?
anyways, thanks gladys, marissa, caroline, joyce and of course siyuan (:
gtfo, ass holes (:
anyway i got a spiffy new phone, message me with your number, i lost all contacts.

i realised that im gonna blog, but im gonna have limits.
yeah, but i wont reply to tags and all that la.
top three, top sixty. jiayou.
i must do it,!
if i cant, then i must.
when i must, then i will [:
budden art and chinese might pull me down ><
and i dont know, it still feels wierd.

2008-01-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

you dont deserve what you have now or had

so what if you do?

you have things to attend to

it dosent mean you are a * you can throw them to me

seriously, the question is just

so what?

it seriously dosent make a difference

everyone is the same,

welcome to earth, its like that.

i miss them alot

i will earn them back

screw you la, kns!

2008-01-14T21:23:00.001+08:00

Hi.
my name is dariantan and i really shouldnt be here blogging because i have this e maths thingy im suppose to do and if i dont do, i will have to stay back. and i have alot in my head i really just really want to spit out and i realised i got something called a blog. (:

- i am such an ass
- i find school boring and i really shouldnt
- im very angry with him now
- i need a new good book, i finished berserk
- i need a new good song to get obessed with
- i suck at band today
- i am still an ass
- i hope i could have taken more initiative
- so im an ass
- i plan on copying work tmr, but i really shouldnt
- why is it so hard for me to do something? i am such an ass
- i may not do well for asethic night
- i didnt get what i want, but im not angry. but the feeling is so wierd.
- should i be angry about this particular something and throw a fit?
- i have no idea what i plan on doing next
- i no longer think that studying is my only piority alr, it's bad.
- i am an ass still and i should do something about it.
- i should stop before i countinue this list with nothing but ' i am an ass, i hope i got a brain '
- however, the ass continues
- im getting a new phone on wed and i really hope i get what i want
- i want to move to lj.
- wait, im suppose to stop blogging.
- i think i just stick with the whole ass part because i really am

thats' all folks!

2008-01-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey guys!

happy new year, welcome to 2008!

im gonna take on fewer commitments in life.

im dropping one now, blogging.

sorry guys, bye.

see you guys on march.

2007-12-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, this is like one of the longest times I didn't blog already. Haiyo. Lots of stuff happened recently la, like, I just turned fourteen this 16th December! Ehehehhe! Like finally la! Hoho, caroline was the first one to wished me! So happy la, thought she forgotten. Went on with Hyekel and Timyong on my birthday, went to AMK hub to watch The Golden Compass. It sucked really well, you know! I'm not giving spoilers, but trust me, it had a fair good time to suck well.

Something from May En ( enlarge ). Thankyou!

Anyways, I have been going to school recently for the secondary one orientation banners. It was hard work la, the painting has already took a whole day and all that. Hung up the banners with Lina, Stephanie, Timyong and Shihui, took us about 3 hours? Hahahha, it was yesturday. After all that, I went to have dinner with Steph and Lina. Hahahahah, juicy stuff from them! Met Olsen. Yeah.

Join the Symphonic Band! Pictures from Lina.

2007-12-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hey. I'm back from Genting Highlands. We got a silver, my fault. And also for the 'unexpected problems', it's my fault too. Sorry band, sorry everyone and I promise to strive and strive to bring everything back. Sorry band and those people that trusted us so much. I'm sorry. I will work hard in my acadamics and also make sure that the band will get Gold with Honours for the 2009's SYF, I promise. No more slacking, from today onwards.

2007-12-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

2007-12-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

I'm back from camp! The camp, was neutral. Sorry but I still love the camps the seniors hosted when I was secondary one. The food was too good, except for the quanity. But that can be easily fixed la. The food like so nice la! Anyways, the first day I went to school meeting Caroline and Joyce. Actually we were suppose to meet Hyekel and Shirly too. But they seem to be going to school in a different way, so yeah.

When I reached there, people were like, "Darian! Go to canteen quickly! You got food com work!". Then I was like, "I'm not suppose to know that I have to do that. Shhh!". Hahahhaha! And oh! Saint Hilda's came over on the first day of camp! But they came when we are doing our drills. We are like so.. ah! Nothing! Actually I went to their school on tuesday. It was quite fun. I kinda like TrailRidge Saga. Hahahah! All the "Sagas". And oh,

They had won both first and second on the N7 Cluster Instrumental Competition. Good job guys! I believe they worked very hard. And I really love fuchun primary. That was random but yeah! I love their school! Actually, there's so much to post. But I'm just lazy to post photos and everything. So yeah. Tag replies as promised :

Liyana: After genting.
Sheryl: Yes, I did! Come back from China quickly!
Gladys: Hello! ello! Kyle Patrick, sing me more songs! Make your next album called "Songs about jenny(me)", stun Maroon 5 and have a catchy song like Rihanna with the word banana.
MayEn: Hello!
Hani: After genting.
Justin: Oh.
Mastura: What kind of things?
Caroline: Yah la, yah la, Minced meat!
Cherie: After genting.
Quraisah: After genting.
Shirly: After genting.
Joyce: Bleh!
Hyekel: Nah, I think I lend it from someone else, Rihanna.
Regine: After genting.
XinYing: Yup :D Jiayou! Both bands are getting the gold!
Hilary: Yes! I am!
Jasmin: Yes, of course I remember you! Jiayou yeah! :D

2007-11-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

2007-11-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

There is too much and so much to do and complete that I'm too occupied to blog. So I'm just going to leave a 'To-Do-List" here. This way you guys will know what I'm up to since after this, I'm off to be busy again. And oh, I have grew to love McFLY. They are talented, really. So here's the magical list:

1. Finish Si Yuan's blogskin.
2. Change the colour scheme of this layout.
3. Update/Publish my draft posts.
4. Lend a band tee-shirt for tuesday and band camp. ( Anyone? )
5. Reply to all tags.
6. Finish up christmas blogskin.
7. Pratice more and get really ready for Genting Competition.

2007-11-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'm back. Not beaing any pictures or videos, I'm just here to whine and crap so I can get a little off my head. This whole holidays is like no holiday. I'm not doing anything at all! I feel so useless! My books next year are freaking cheap because oh, it's pretty obvious and I sound stop making a scene at my blog. But Ftw please! Argh! Ok, ok! Argh. The main thing of my holidays is just praticing for the upcoming international band competition. But no matter how much I pratice, it's not not enough! I'm not improving!

I'm just not good enough! I was never good enough anyway. But I just want to be better, I was never good, how can I be better? I just suck. I might as well "change my section after this competition" says Mr Yap, Horn tutor. Crap! Here we go again, Darian goes emo, attempt to do something stupid and then screws everything up. Argh! I really need a freaking something to argh! So little days to the competition. I am so worried. Hais. Ftw, again.

Tomorrow, ( in eight minutes time ) there will still be band. I really hope Shy can come and I also really really really hope that I can "magically" become good. Gah! I want Shy to teach us! I need help! I'm not good enough. Argh! Here we go again! Damn it! Oh, I have to be level 55 in MapleStory within 3 weeks or May En will quit MapleStory. Another something to worry about. Can life can more, uhm screwed than this?

2007-11-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hello people! Holidays aren't really glamorous for me. It's just me, my PSP and my computer. Someone ask me out please! And also, I'm thinking about joinning blogskins again, with a new user of course. Liketragic is too wrong. I was actually thinking of joinning Glen's "The Christmas Competition". The first idea I had was just couples in a beautiful scene and it's snowing. But it's pretty common and stupid. Then slowly, I improved my idea into something like Christmas, under global warming, using the pictures of Diesel old campaign. But it might turn out very materialistic and not very "christmas-y". I'm not very sure. But I'm definetly joinning back. (:

Tropical plants growing in Paris. For other pictures, search in google yourself. Yo!

We got chemistry baybeh! Ok, maybe just luck.

This holidays I have be playing Audition. Although I'm quite addicted, it's quite stupid. But it's fun, damn it. Anyway, thanks to Binni, I'm level 6 now! :D But, level 6 kinda sucks, the free world and all that. I really miss being in level 5. In the entry world, I pwn everyone except for fake noobs lo! Ok, I should stop! I must not sound like a stupid primary school boy. Bye!

2007-11-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, I realised it's too long since I gave the world a update of the Darian Tan Jian Yu life. Ok, that was something stupid to say but I just thought I have to update. The first thing is that I really love this layout and the whole simple thing. But, It's not fancy or stunning. I was looking at Mastura's blog and even though it's a personal blog. But it is still pretty stunning.

I think I'm just lazy to whip up something cool. But with how I'm feeling now and all that is happenning around me, I just don't have inspiration! It's just too much for me to take in. It's cool to be a trendsetter but it makes your work, unreal. I think only May En and Gladys knows what I'm talking about, me and my whole 'Glamorous Affair'.

Another thing is that I think we my big mouth, I think I will be better off anti-social writting stories about unicorns. But wait! I'm talkative by nature, shit! And please notice the attempt of me not even realising that. Ok, I'm crapping. I recently got myself hooked up to The Bravery's songs. They are so good! Oh, Angelina!

I'm too busy focusing on other things recently. Argh! I can't focus! Six main band pratices and a 2day 1night camp left to the Genting Internation Band Competition. I gotta focus. Yup! I should take what I have and make it beautiful! I think things between us are okay already. But I still cannot forget what he said, it dosen't matter if he said it in the past or now. Those words still pierced through me with coroded me into pieces. It should be okay, but I dont know if it's another conspiracy.

2007-11-09T20:36:00.000+08:00

Gah, it's all wrong! I just had the worst day of my life. Me, whinning? No! Ok, beat this, you wake up late, recieve a fierce phone call, missed the bus, lost your phone, suck at band, heard stupid rumours and saw pretty new horns but they are not mine(Ok, this isn't really one of the reasons). Life couldn't get any better huh? But thanks to Shyryn, Marissa, Gladys and Siyuan, they really made my day. Anyway, I'm don't want to talk so much so, picture post!

Shiny horns! Gladys and Shyryn are the owners.

See! I told you, they are too pretty! People can't stop crowding around it.

Lunch at KFC with Siyuan, Joyce and Caroline. I kinda like this shot, I think I will edit more later.

Random shot by Caroline.

Score studying, but wait! Concert band clinic? Hmm..

Like I said, I don't have the mood today so I'm just gonna crap and make sure this paragraph looks quite long, which is actually not. See! I just wasted afew words. Cool! Anyways, I hate assumptions, looking down and all those unreal things, they just make me sad, seeing what he had became. Life's a bitch and I have to live it. Crap! Cut my throat and write suicide notes, oh those crazy YouTube fan videos.

2007-11-08T17:04:00.000+08:00

The reason was them, I thought this was the right time. It's all my fault. Looks like it's imposible. It's all my wishful thinking, I'm sorry. I wish I had cancer and I would die in the next 24 hours if I don't have a organ transplant. I just did something so wrong. Ah. I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself and I still hate myself. I'm so stupid. How could I think that way. Now it's all wrong!

Blair and Chuck looking hot!

I was watching episode 7 of Gossip Girl just now. Gosh! It was so good, made me forget my troubles for awhile. Was pretty much happy with every event that occur in this episode. Dan and Serena having sex was something I would'nt expect without the trailer. Was pretty happy that Chuck knocked Blair up. Nate can just go away, shoo shoo! I believe May En is going to kill me when she sees this. Gah! Just updating for the sake of updating, really not in the mood.

2007-11-07T14:29:00.000+08:00

Changed my domain again! I was actually checking on how long iI lasted at each domain. Here are the results, I had 149 posts in SmudgedTragic, 29 posts in StageTragic and only 13 posts in BackstageRomance! Hahaha, oh well. Hopefully I can stay here longer. If you link me to BackstageRomance, there's not a need to relink me since you will be auto-directed to CanoninDmajorr. Anyways, normally first posts are about welcoming people and ask people to be kind with the tagboard. But the ironic me would like to start with a picture post.

All these photos were taken on the Nov 6, 2007. They were taken in Caroline's house and under her block. There were actually quite alot but the poor lightings and quality of the photos which I was too lazy to edit made me deleted quite alot. So yeah. Espicially the ones of the piano in Caroline's living room. It was too dark. Dark photos and the flash just sucks sometimes. So I present you, uhm. Photos.

What a good way to start the day! A big and wide smile!

Badminton! Siyuan looks so evil in this photo la! Hyekel's kneecap got injured after awhile. Ouch! But he was quite a hero.

There can be alot of kinds of descriptions for this photo. But I allow you to use your imagination.

No one escapes from my camera! Oh wait, Caroline can! She's the only one that can escape my camera. Pro luh!

Siyuan! I see you holding the trumpet! Anyways, hyekel was playing his clarinet too. Everyone had fun playing the trumpet la, including me. Maybe I should change my section to trumpet? Hmm.

Caroline passing the trumpet to Siyuan. Siyuan is always smiling to the camera! (:

Okay la, this was a really bad post. But I swear it will be more entertainning next time. I just updated to kill boredom. I want a nicer layout! But I am lazy to design now, not to mention code. All thanks to hilary for this layout. I love her codes too much. Oh well, I think I need to wakeup, enough of designing. Gotta work on my horn! So I guess it ends here now, bye. Next update should be on tomorrow.